Feb. 27th, 2013 A Different Kind of Margin

I have not been in a โ€œbloggyโ€ mood lately, which is weird for me. I love this blog. I love opening up my laptop and watching my scrambled thoughts morph into something that makes sense. At least to me.

Most of the time, I have three or four blog posts ready to go, but for the past couple of months, Iโ€™ve felt dry. Uninspired.

Empty.

Which is why I decided to take an unscheduled blog break.

For two weeks, I havenโ€™t attempted to blog at all. Iโ€™ve journaled some during my quiet time (with a pen if you can imagine it!), and Iโ€™ve spent several hours on my fiction work-in-progress (the opening scene is my absolute favorite thing Iโ€™ve ever written, which probably means Iโ€™ll have to delete it, but for the moment, Iโ€™m quite pleased), but Iโ€™ve avoided anything that could look like a blog post.

Iโ€™ve been busy living my life instead.

  • Iโ€™ve planned and more or less succeeded in pulling off a double birthday party for my ten-year-old daughter and two-year old son.
  • Iโ€™ve taken my children for a long overdue trip to the Childrenโ€™s Museum (we now have annual passesโ€”that place is awesome)!
  • Iโ€™ve done a lot of normal things like laundry and meal planning.
  • I’ve played all sorts of random games with my kids. 
  • Iโ€™ve enjoyed an oh-so-peaceful afternoon sitting in our โ€œlibraryโ€ with my husband while snow fell in fancy flakes and piled up on the ground until we couldnโ€™t stand it anymore and he retrieved all three kids from grandmaโ€™s house so we could build a snowman together.
  • Iโ€™ve started training for a 5K (thatโ€™s going to be interesting).
  • Iโ€™ve gotten a new haircut. I love it and have almost figured out how to fix it on my own.
  • Iโ€™ve been reading Leviticus, which everyone agrees can be a bit of a slog-fest, and have been stunned to discover how much great stuff is in there. Sure, thereโ€™s a fair amount of repetition with regards to long lobes of the liver and fat and entrails. And thereโ€™s no question that itโ€™s a bloody book. Despite that, over and over again I find myself in awe, because unless we get just how onerous the Law was, how can we ever hope to appreciate the beauty and generosity of Grace?

After a few weeks of giving myself the margin to do a lot of ordinary things and a few things out of the ordinary, my heart is full and my thoughts are scrambled. Iโ€™m itching to start making sense of them again. I hope youโ€™ll join me in the weeks ahead.

Grace and peace,

Lynn

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  1. Cathy Baker says:

    Lynn, I needed this post. Badly. I've struggled with blog content in recent weeks. I applaud your decision to give yourself a mini-break. I may need to do the same.

    Thanks for being transparent. Can't wait to see the new doo!

  2. Kay says:

    Isn't it amazing how taking away the self-imposed pressure to keep doing what we've been doing opens us up to His refueling in every way?!

    Great post, Lynn!

  3. admin says:

    Hi Cathy! I'm such a rule follower, but is God is really working on me about listening to Him and following His leading as opposed to human rules. I'm a slow learner :-).
    Hi Kay – You are right. So much of our pressure is self-imposed. And when I listen to Him, He refuels! (I love that word – refueled!)

  4. Kay Overman says:

    You look a lot like your mom in the picture. The kids are really growing up. I love reading your writing, whenever you post. Keep up the great work.